I Can’t Getchu Outta My Head
The one thing that is taking up most of my mental space is the anxiety of what happens now? Something is wrong, and I know…
Social Media And My Identity
Somebody recently told me that I sell dreams on social media. She implied that my online identity is far superior to my real life. I…
I Compare Myself To Others Sometimes
My creativity is the one thing that I compare myself with others over. I never want to be mediocre or below standard when it comes…
I Played Small…But Never Again
I have an inferiority complex when it comes to how I relate with other people. And this often leads to people trampling all over me…
I Haven’t Forgiven Myself
I gave a friend of mine bad advice and I feel like if I hadn’t, then maybe she’d still be alive today. I was young…
You Are Causing Me Pain
My best friend’s mother can’t stand the sight of me and I do not understand why. Years ago, I got into it with my father…
I Failed Me and I Still Fail Me
I have failed to do right by me in many areas of my life. I keep letting myself down and selling myself short. I am…
If You Knew Me…
If you knew me, you’d know that I hate her and you’d judge me for it but I don’t care. I hate her. There are…
I Am Not Healed And I Know It
I am greedy for closure, that is why I am unable to heal from disappointment. I am a control freak and I freak when things…
Haunted By The Past
You weren’t there and I still cannot get over it. I needed you and you were not there. I had to be there for me…